tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38229427561650302702011-09-03T03:23:23.888-07:00MISERY IS MY MIDDLE NAME.Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.comBlogger111100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-12305373300145740042009-11-22T12:37:00.000-08:002009-11-22T12:51:01.399-08:00when you are a gothic like me <br />the rock music lyrics will make you proud<br />step into the darkness<br />step into the darkness<br />say good bye to the light<br />say good bye to the light<br />we live in an eternity<br />were every day is night<br />in my heart I know a gothic is what I want to be<br />my heart stops beating<br />built up hatred<br />burning inside<br />holding up it all up inside<br />all I could see was the pitch black<br />sorrow that surrounded me<br />my inside are now dead<br />but I remain alive...<br />falling in this endless black hole forever!<br />I slip into unconsciousness<br />the voices must be studied then answered<br />then the self-immolation may begin in earnest<br />before I slip into irreversible coma status!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-1230537330014574004?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com38tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-68561737097131042632009-10-18T13:09:00.000-07:002009-10-30T13:04:49.247-07:00fated to be aloner, <br />walk alone, <br />die alone, <br />be alone...<br />lone ranger in this world...<br />cursed with the wing...<br />blamed for eternity...<br />darkness is my best friend, <br />depressing is my melody...<br />sorrow is my partner <br />and misery is my middle name! <br />feel so numb!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-6856173709713104263?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-65449840978270885902009-10-18T08:08:00.000-07:002009-10-18T08:14:27.143-07:00WHO AM I?... I'M NOBODY...!!!...GLAD TO BE MYSELF!<br />I'M ALIVE BUT WISH TO DIE<br />I'M FROZEN BUT WISH TO BE WARM<br />I'M CRAZY BUT WISH TO BE NORMAL<br />I'M ALIVE BUT STOP BREATHING...<br />I FEEL SO NUMB, I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING...<br />I AM WHO I AM...!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-6544984097827088590?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-68536502730883794932009-10-04T23:08:00.000-07:002009-10-04T23:09:34.885-07:00I've broken down inside, there's nothing left to find <br />my soul is broken <br />my heart is frozen <br />my world is trembling down<br />Around me is darkness and death silence<br />I am to lost in this world can’t wake up from this nightmares <br />I am falling so deep to touch the darkness black heart<br />To lost in the world<br />Wishing to open the wings and flying <br />so far away to never see my uncured pain<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-6853650273088379493?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-55378295566265308332009-09-26T10:01:00.000-07:002009-09-26T10:22:00.411-07:00Eternity is now forever is today.<br />for I am tormented in this flame. <br />An anomaly, I am deemed to be cursed with. <br />forever, my entity remains a myth.<br />Cursed be the day I was born! <br />any day this side of eternity is cursed<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-5537829556626530833?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-59746484905232827632009-09-25T10:29:00.000-07:002009-09-25T10:36:43.339-07:00My soul is broken, lost in the darkness<br />my life is a curse.<br />tonight I'm going to sell my soul. <br />Am I cursed? With this frozen heart, emptiness is my friend <br />black heart, <br />black rose, <br />dark angel,<br />broken, lost soul,<br />someone told me that,"you've been blessed with bad luck."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-5974648490523282763?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-39178515451639791732009-09-24T11:02:00.000-07:002009-10-24T17:18:57.669-07:00Look at my eyes<br />Can you see my pain?<br />Can you feel my sorrow in my broken heart<br />To broken into many little pieces <br />To long i'm hiding in shadows<br />To long that i've forgot myself<br />my dreams are lost in shadows for eternity <br />i am trying so hard every day searching my light <br />But there’s no sign, <br />Around me there’s nothing<br />Just the darkness and death silence <br />i am walking through the darkness <br />and trying so hard to find my happiness<br />And hoping that i will be <br />away from this cruel world<br />But this is only dream<br />Dream that will always haunting her forever<br />i've let loneliness to embrace my pure heart<br />Living with sorrow is just killing me so painful<br /><br />i close my eyes <br />And i am slowly falling into deep sleep<br />And waiting for shadow to take my soul<br />Shading last tears for goodbye for this cruel world<br />Listen my silent scream and feel my pain<br />Can you feel darkness’ lust to take my soul away?<br />Can you hear the lost voices in my dream?<br />Who they haunting my every night<br />me, the fallen star is falling so deep into dust <br />So deep that i can smell my own surrender <br />i can feel my wounds are crying for burning<br />And i can feel my own tears of sorrow far for eternity<br />in my dreams i'm laying down on cold ground<br />Without hope and love<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-3917851545163979173?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-80071175803519214962009-09-24T10:52:00.000-07:002009-09-24T10:57:34.913-07:00Do you see the hate, the darkness, the sorrow in my eyes? <br />Building, brewing, burning inside me. <br />It's pure, it's evil, it's dark. <br />Do you recognize my sins? <br />i am a sinner...<br />Do you see how far gone I am? <br />My eyes show the extreme loathe in other people. <br />Small gateways to hell, <br />resting in my skull. <br />Look into me, see the bitter reality. <br />See the hidden truths.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-8007117580351921496?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-3783234120157539432009-09-23T11:36:00.000-07:002009-09-23T11:41:34.896-07:00the darkness is where i’m from <br />and it's where i’m supposed to stay. <br />i will walk this darkness, <br />i will make it my world. <br />i will just stay here, alone, in the dark. <br />Where i’m meant to be...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-378323412015753943?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-75907474113784742732009-09-23T11:15:00.000-07:002009-09-23T11:22:15.759-07:00the fallen angel said, the darkness is my world,<br />love is my worst nightmare,<br />feeling is my worst enemy,<br />misery is my middle name,<br />i'm a living dead,<br />who am i?<br />i'm nobody, nothing,<br />just a broken soul,<br />nothing is left inside me,<br />i'm dying inside<br />and nobody knows it but me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-7590747411378474273?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3822942756165030270.post-22735613810069909702009-09-23T11:10:00.000-07:002009-09-23T11:14:08.937-07:00me, the broken soul and the fallen one,<br />will never be love and to be loved<br />from the start till the end.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3822942756165030270-2273561381006990970?l=linleona.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lin Leonahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05674456045542639728noreply@blogger.com0