when you are a gothic like me

when you are a gothic like me
the rock music lyrics will make you proud
step into the darkness
step into the darkness
say good bye to the light
say good bye to the light
we live in an eternity
were every day is night
in my heart I know a gothic is what I want to be
my heart stops beating
built up hatred
burning inside
holding up it all up inside
all I could see was the pitch black
sorrow that surrounded me
my inside are now dead
but I remain alive...
falling in this endless black hole forever!
I slip into unconsciousness
the voices must be studied then answered
then the self-immolation may begin in earnest
before I slip into irreversible coma status!

MY DESTINY...!!!

fated to be aloner,
walk alone,
die alone,
be alone...
lone ranger in this world...
cursed with the wing...
blamed for eternity...
darkness is my best friend,
depressing is my melody...
sorrow is my partner
and misery is my middle name!
feel so numb!

WHO AM I?... I'M NOBOBY...!!!...GLAD TO BE MYSELF!

WHO AM I?... I'M NOBODY...!!!...GLAD TO BE MYSELF!
I'M ALIVE BUT WISH TO DIE
I'M FROZEN BUT WISH TO BE WARM
I'M CRAZY BUT WISH TO BE NORMAL
I'M ALIVE BUT STOP BREATHING...
I FEEL SO NUMB, I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING...
I AM WHO I AM...!!!

MY BROKEN, FROZEN SOUL...!!!

I've broken down inside, there's nothing left to find
my soul is broken
my heart is frozen
my world is trembling down
Around me is darkness and death silence
I am to lost in this world can’t wake up from this nightmares
I am falling so deep to touch the darkness black heart
To lost in the world
Wishing to open the wings and flying
so far away to never see my uncured pain

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY AND I CURSED MYSELF!!!...

Eternity is now forever is today.
for I am tormented in this flame.
An anomaly, I am deemed to be cursed with.
forever, my entity remains a myth.
Cursed be the day I was born!
any day this side of eternity is cursed

I'M CURSED...!!!

My soul is broken, lost in the darkness
my life is a curse.
tonight I'm going to sell my soul.
Am I cursed? With this frozen heart, emptiness is my friend
black heart,
black rose,
dark angel,
broken, lost soul,
someone told me that,"you've been blessed with bad luck."

THE BROKEN SOUL...LIN LEONA LEE

Look at my eyes
Can you see my pain?
Can you feel my sorrow in my broken heart
To broken into many little pieces
To long i'm hiding in shadows
To long that i've forgot myself
my dreams are lost in shadows for eternity
i am trying so hard every day searching my light
But there’s no sign,
Around me there’s nothing
Just the darkness and death silence
i am walking through the darkness
and trying so hard to find my happiness
And hoping that i will be
away from this cruel world
But this is only dream
Dream that will always haunting her forever
i've let loneliness to embrace my pure heart
Living with sorrow is just killing me so painful

i close my eyes
And i am slowly falling into deep sleep
And waiting for shadow to take my soul
Shading last tears for goodbye for this cruel world
Listen my silent scream and feel my pain
Can you feel darkness’ lust to take my soul away?
Can you hear the lost voices in my dream?
Who they haunting my every night
me, the fallen star is falling so deep into dust
So deep that i can smell my own surrender
i can feel my wounds are crying for burning
And i can feel my own tears of sorrow far for eternity
in my dreams i'm laying down on cold ground
Without hope and love

MY PURE EVIL EYES

Do you see the hate, the darkness, the sorrow in my eyes?
Building, brewing, burning inside me.
It's pure, it's evil, it's dark.
Do you recognize my sins?
i am a sinner...
Do you see how far gone I am?
My eyes show the extreme loathe in other people.
Small gateways to hell,
resting in my skull.
Look into me, see the bitter reality.
See the hidden truths.

THE DARKNESS IS MY WORLD

the darkness is where i’m from
and it's where i’m supposed to stay.
i will walk this darkness,
i will make it my world.
i will just stay here, alone, in the dark.
Where i’m meant to be...

MISERY IS MY MIDDLE NAME...

the fallen angel said, the darkness is my world,
love is my worst nightmare,
feeling is my worst enemy,
misery is my middle name,
i'm a living dead,
who am i?
i'm nobody, nothing,
just a broken soul,
nothing is left inside me,
i'm dying inside
and nobody knows it but me...

THE DARK ANGEL...LIN LEONA LEE

me, the broken soul and the fallen one,
will never be love and to be loved
from the start till the end.